#also i'm a perfectionist
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context: I'm writing a LONG wip (should be 55 chapters, an actual epic story with action and plot though romantic destiel filter) and I'm thinking about when i should start posting it. Generally I'd want to finish first and post afterwards, so i can update regularly and not be distracted from the actual writing, but it's gonna take me way too long to finish it (like two years realistically??) so I'm thinking maybe i might start posting it before, even if less regularly? So i can share it with you earlier and you can engage with me as i write it?
#spn fic#destiel fic#my fic writing#polls#fanfic posting#looking for opinions#tell me what you'd do as a writer#tell me what you'd prefer as a reader#yes before you point out how crazy it is that I'm writing a 55-chapter supernatural fanfiction I KNOW OKAY I'M AN INSANE PERSON#it's also kind of a masterpiece so I'm even more insane but *whatever*#which is why i WON'T abandon this story in case that's one of your concerns (before you vote one or the other)#but i can't write regularly so some chapters may take me more time than others and i might get stuck for a whole month#which is why it may take me this long#also i'm a perfectionist#I'm currently about to finish chapter 14 btw#it's already 90k words and overall it's supposed to be 275k to 300k words#listen this is an insane project and i am only one tiny person#anyways#let me know your opinion in the comments and tags so i can organize and plan it like the control freak i am thanks <3#ICYNITD
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2 years worth of wild moss/seaweed overgrowth in salty sea air. Sanji malfunctions.
@uniquetosmbody had such a galaxy brain prompt in twitter and my samurai aesthetics loving brain inhaled the bait, hook and sinker immediately. : D Thanks for being an inspiration! <3
Reference under the cut~
/casually foams/ How dare this man de gozaru
#roronoa zoro#zoro#long hair zoro#zosan#one piece#sanji screams behind the camera#anniinart#art#uniquetosmbody bless you#MESSY OVERGROWN MOSS#ALL MY YES#I'm feral#you and me both sanji#also a small stubble hahaa the trip was long#zoro naturally doesn't give a fuck#all of it does things to sanjis brain tho#maybe one day I'll actually scan my art again#but not today#keep enjoying the dim phone photos lol#low effort posting is therapy for my screaming perfectionist anxiety brain
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Here is a quote I think of every time I see these pictures. "The rumor since has been that I edged [Stuart Sutcliffe] out of the band, because we certainly did have our difficulties. For me, it was mainly because I didn't think he was a very good musician, which he wasn't, and he admitted it. So, for me, that caused problems, because being a—I mean, you could say being a perfectionist, but actually asking the bass player to play in the same key as us isn't really looking for perfection. It's quite a mild request." — Sir Paul McCartney, The Lyrics podcast, "Michelle," April 10, 2024.
#remember how we cheered when Paul publicly owned the possibility that John wrote Now & Then to him?#I had similar feelings when I heard him refute the 'perfectionist' trope when talking about Stu#it wasn't that#it's not unreasonable to expect your band mates to have an interest in music#also “a pretty mild request” out of Paul's mouth...#is giving me thoughts and feelings#what I want to do is write a story about old man Paul in some state of cathartic rage#both letting go and reclaiming his memories#I guess I'm getting in the mood#paul mccartney#the beatles#stuart sutcliffe#a mild request
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There's nothing he can't do. Yet.
(Thank you to everyone who participated in the poll!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#bonus comic#This whole poll and comic is very inspired by a convo I had with qourmet in one of their art streams.#namely that the Art Of Grilling is a powerful skill separate from cooking.#I've also been inspired by said convo to try and learn how to grill. What's the point of having a garden if I can't grill my summer squash?#Anyways. I hope this appeases the crowd that has been in arms about the prev prev poll.#I don't think teenji can cook. I think lan wangji is just very good at dedicating himself to whatever craft he needs to pick up.#give him a day and he will be a grill dad#the most powerful beast of the summer lawn biome.#Until then he will lie awake at night. Haunted by this inadequacy. He's just like me for real (chronic perfectionist).#I think this is the first domestic wangxian post i've made. God I'm so sorry wangxian fans.#wwx could not care *less* abt lwj having flaws. I think thats the beauty of this relationship. they *know* about each other's flaws FIRST.#Love each people *because* of the flaws - not despite them (thats my unsolicited advice for the day).#also if you noticed my medium gray marker slowly giving out...today it finally died on me....
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My very first death in Legends: Arceus was, well... I wouldn't necessarily call it embarrassing-
#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#trainer rei#doodles#short comic#the linework for this was almost entirely done on paper btw#which is why it's a bit messier than usual#I'm trying to get out of a perfectionist mindset#and maybe removing the option of easily undoing mistakes will help#also you might've noticed that I started using a watermark#I actually don't like them but also people won't find me from my signature alone so eh
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i imagine that sebastian always had a love for the more dangerous spells - confringo being the first of many that he would teach himself and his friends 🫣
and look! mousey and sebastian getting along, what a rare sight!
#pre-fourth year mousey suffers from terrible haircut syndrome 😞 that's his childhood trauma#ALSO fun fact! the longest part of my drawing process is the sketch. it usually takes about 2-3 hours cause of my perfectionist tendencies#i have finished a lot of pieces (especially milena ones) and just never posted them on here because i'm too critical of my own work 😩😩#it's a struggle#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy art#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy oc#mousey mcgregor#slytherin#ravenclaw#back to hogwarts#sparxyvdoodles
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some fanart of THE vampire that owns the night🫰
#my art#noliaert#fanart#artists on tumblr#amc iwtv#iwtv amc#louis de pointe du lac#okay okay so- I kinda really wanted to do his glasses again! And! the E8 coat (& hair)- but what if I did it during the modern day??#incorperating a yellow-green color for the jacket (claudia + his eyes) + a white/pale fishnet shirt AKA getting his pastels back in#and ofc reincoperating the pearl pin from his neckties in S1 as an earring instead#this one's actually... sort of... part of other pieces... not directly#but in that I only meant to try make easier pieces for myself or- pieces that I didn't have to feel so perfectionist about. aka. sketchy#and it lowkey it got to me trying to make a piece based on every colour of the og pride flag#idk if I'll stick to it lol#but practicing with colours and all#so this one majorly got green and purples. though it was meant to be overhwlemingly purple but anyway#also- I'm actually pretty happy with the sketch I made with no ref but since I “finished” it I'm posting this one#ldpdl#ldpdl fanart#amc interview with the vampire#iwtv fanart
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Tenth Lord in Jupiter Nakshatras
Thanks for your patience in waiting for the next part of the series - I’m glad you guys are interested. As always, recorded for my own benefit, published for yours. General disclaimer is in my bio. Credit to KRSchannel for inspiring this post.
Find your 10th lord here, and find your 10th lord’s nakshatra here.
The 10th house rules our life’s honor. It represents the services we perform for society as well as the reputation we earn as a result. It is associated with the father and the career because traditionally, this is where both our standing in society and the role we performed in society would come from - inherited through the father’s family line. However, in our contemporary world, this isn’t always the case, which is why it’s important to know the grander themes at play.
The three Jupiter-ruled nakshatras are Punarvasu, Vishakha, and Purva Bhadrapada.
Jupiter is a planetary object that represents ascension, expansion, and union. It is the aspiration that guides us to our greatest heights, and the intangible whole comprised of all pieces, parts, and individuals. Channeling Jupiter means to take the role of the collective in our capacity as an individual, such as sharing our experiences to better the understanding of others, or discovering, exploring, and sharing universal truths that connect everyone. This is why Jupiter is associated with the partner. Venus is like the practical partner, who represents our own earthly values, but Jupiter is the soulmate, who allows us to ascend beyond the self, uniting physical with spiritual. Jupiter obscures, elevates, and enlightens, offering both afterlife and a life purpose.
DO YOU HAVE YOUR 10TH LORD IN A JUPITER-RULED NAKSHATRA? THAT MEANS YOU…
Audrey Hepburn, Amelia Earhart, and Kendrick Lamar all have their tenth lords in Jupiter ruled nakshatras. Audrey’s is in Punarvasu, Anne’s is in Vishakha, and Kendrick’s is in Purva Bhadrapda.
… AND THE PUBLIC MUTUALLY TEACH, EVOLVE, AND MYTHOLOGIZE ONE ANOTHER.
This placement produces an individual who is not content to engage with either their vocation or their society as a means to an end. These natives rather prefer to approach their public life, and the concept of the public itself often enough, as deeply meaningful and containing a higher purpose. Here you find individuals who shake up their industry by introducing cultures of open-mindedness and experimentation, as often as you find those who pursue their far-flung, lofty legacies at the expense of their health, relationships, privacy, and even life.
Jupiter's fame is more particular to how its influence manifests than to the amount of or method by which it was accrued. Whether you're looking at canon-defining classics, the celebrity of subculture, or the first individual of a certain kind to succeed in this or that field, you're looking at a Jovian native whose legacy serves to teach the public, and expand how the public defines itself. Of course, anyone can push boundaries, but these natives are most likely to be remembered for the barriers they break, and the lessons they taught in the process.
MORE ON THE SPECIFICS OF PUNARVASU, VISHAKHA, AND PURVA BHADRAPADA BELOW!
IF PUNARVASU RULES THE TENTH LORD, YOU…
Sharon Tate, David Beckham, and Halle Berry all have their tenth lords in Punarvasu. Others with this placement are William Shakespeare, Aretha Franklin, Amy Adams, J. M. Barrie, Debbie Harry, Al Gore, Alannis Morisette, Naomi Judd, Stephen King, Tony Curtis, Eddie Murphy, Gisele Bündchen, Werner Herzog, and Courtney Love.
Take public responses to your behavior personally, even finding it difficult to separate your identity from your reputation at first.
Are likely to be known for your professional value on an individual level, as a matter of skill, rather than as a team member or leader.
May benefit from a mentor who takes you under their wing, or may play such a role to new incomers to your field or workplace.
Count on your inborn charm to buoy you through scandal.
Transform your persona with age to appeal to new expectations.
AND YOU MAY FIND…
Travel is an expected part of your job, and public service you perform in foreign places seems to leave a greater impact.
Early on in life, key marriages and romantic partnerships can interfere with your career and social status, or vice versa.
Engaging in social service, partaking in cultural traditions, and organizing society-wide events, is spiritually cleansing, and allows you to reintegrate your public persona and personal identity.
Others imbue you with moral authority you are not prepared to shoulder, potentially leading to unearned imposter syndrome.
A pattern of being publicly linked to 'someone else': a role you have played, a title you've been given, a superior who enhances your image, a teammate who steals your valor, etc.
PUNARVASU is the Star of Renewal. Industries and career types favored are those involving archetypes, exploration, drama, history, innovation, education, spirituality, relationships, care-taking, healing, delivery, narrative, articulation, influence, and transportation.
IF VISHAKHA RULES THE TENTH LORD, YOU…
Anne Hathaway, Usher, and Billy Idol all have their tenth lords in Vishakha. Others with this placement are Dodi Al Fayed, Steven Spielberg, Susan Sarandon, Winston Churchill, Giorgio Armani, Martin Luther, Patti Page, H. G. Wells, Martin Scorsese, Analeigh Tipton, Joel Coen, Megan Mullaly, Richard Strauss, CM Punk, Georgia O'Keefe, John Cleese, Monica Vitti, Ashanti, and Mary, Queen of Scots.
Naturally come to occupy positions of authority in the industries of your mastery, if not through literal rank than socially/morally.
May find yourself successfully introducing a new movement, genre, belief, or idea before it's celebrated by the mainstream.
Are generous in the world of public service, and will leave a legacy of having cared for and striven for the betterment of your society.
Know how to communicate your ideals and philosophies to a wide audience in a professional setting effectively, even artistically.
May be accused of elitism, pretentiousness, or arrogance, even when you try to cultivate an attitude of humility and modesty.
AND YOU MAY FIND…
Your early professional life is beset with competition, or your chosen industry is somehow affected by martial conflicts.
Members of the public will interpret you either as self-indulgent and petty, or as austere and enlightened, with no in-between.
Opportunities for romance are plentiful for you in social and legal settings, but resulting relationships must be extricated from those wider contexts to establish a happy and healthy marriage.
Your boss often partakes in social drinking with his subordinates.
Jealousy is a common theme, whether you have a reputation for being jealous, others are jealous of and threatened by you, etc.
VISHAKHA is the Star of Purpose. Industries and career types favored are those involving research, politics, competition, speech, ideology, agitation, immigration, criticism, trade, exchange, leisure, intoxicants, production, leadership, personal branding, and style.
IF PURVA BHADRAPADA RULES THE TENTH LORD, YOU…
Marilyn Monroe, Grace Kelly, and Sidney Poitier all have their tenth lords in Purva Bhadrapada. Others with this placement are Kurt Cobain, Laurence Olivier, Michael Jordan, Charles Dickens, Vincent Price, Armie Hammer, Franz Schubert, Gerard Way, John Steinbeck, Kurt Russell, Maya Angelou, Conan O'Brien, Bobby Driscoll, David Tennant, Jay Leno, Rik Mayall, Keri Russell, and OP.
Tempt others into rule-breaking and are tempted in turn by communities and livelihoods that circumvent or defy the law.
Signify a movement or change in social norms within your field.
Use your work to provoke others into changing their core beliefs.
Bring elements of the metaphysical, spiritual, transcendental, and philosophical into a more social and/or practical public setting.
Naturally uncover and grapple with a fundamentally darker side of public life and of the public in general, with too much exposure or attention more likely to pose a real, material risk to your health, security, or even life.
AND YOU MAY FIND…
Your look, attitude, and/or impulses are easily congealed into an image or symbol, one that is powerful but restrictive, and your depths may be shunned by the public or authorities as a result.
Anyone who tries to take a conflict with you public will suffer serious consequences as a result, from either your own ferocity when tested, or organized backlash from others on your behalf.
Introduction through the professional and public sphere makes others magnetically attracted to you; however, those who would already be attracted to you are at risk of becoming obsessive.
The pursuit of a specific career or end-goal, specifically through higher education or founding of a philosophy, actually puts you in contact with more opportunities and generates more success in a totally different field or toward a different goal than you plan for.
One of the most rewarding and effective means by which you can perform public service is through contributions to education and community outreach through mentorship.
PURVA BHADRAPADA is the Burning Pair. Industries and career types favored are those involving ideology, sensuality, speculative genres, music, investigation, nature, spirituality, research, administration, promotion, conflict, subcultures, rhetoric, death, and crime.
HOPE THIS IS HELPFUL. VARIATION IN REQUESTS MEANS WE’RE GOING OUT OF ORDER, BUT WE WILL RETURN TO THE OTHERS LATER. FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE WITH QUESTIONS, THOUGHTS, IDEAS, ETC. THANKS SO MUCH. PART 7 WILL BE FOCUSED ON MERCURY-RULED 10TH LORD NAKSHATRAS! ♡
#vedic astrology#house lords#jupiter#jupiter nakshatras#nakshatras#astrology#punarvasu#purva bhadrapada#vishakha#10th house#10th house lord#marilyn monroe#grace kelly#sidney poitier#anne hathaway#usher#billy idol#sharon tate#david beckham#halle berry#audrey hepburn#amelia earhart#kendrick lamar#mine#authored#ugh i want to wrap up this series soooooo bad lmao#i've loved working on it but i also am not satisfied with any of the posts 💀 the perfectionist in me hates them all#i'm at least proud of the photo edits 🙏#thank you all for your patience#it's been a real struggle what with moving and pet deaths and job changes and illnesses blah blah
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FINALLY FREE FROM THE JEG BIGBANG!!!!!!! EVERYONE CHEERED!!!!!!!! (girl who's gonna be rereading random chs every couple of days and editing obsessively until the fic gets posted because she already noticed a few typos while formatting the story)
#also i loveeee to write silly chs summaries#but considering it's currently nearly 5am and i've done a 9 hour shift today . i'm afraid that's gonna be future laurie's job#BUT THE HEAVY LIFTING IS DONE#THAT'S WHAT MATTERS#everything else is just for aesthetic purposes#that and my perfectionist urges
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i love reading people's replies and tags and comments but not in a "obsessed with numbers/placing my value on interactions" way. i mean it in a, "wow. i love this thing so much. and people also love this thing. and they love the thing i made out of love and appreciation i have for said thing and we can love and appreciate it together" way.
#like reading how people WAIT for me to post or get excited when i post something makes me kick my feet idk!!#especially because i'm a perfectionist and i'm a big QUALITY over QUANTITY person i always have been#so seeing people appreciate is affirming#but again not in a wait where i place my value on interactions but like#you see me i see you we SEE EACH OTHER#real recognize real ykwim#it's just nice#and out of every fandom i've been in this one has been the most chill#there are some people out there with.... differing tastes but MYYYY experience has been nice bc i mind my business and scroll#and focus on my muse#i'm eatin good over here#also when people mention me when ppl ask about GOOD R&M BLOGS? i am honored#pondposting
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HI I need ALL OF YOU to be normal about how Sun is acting in Help Wanted 2 and not jump to conclusions can you all do this for me can you please just think please even Cassie said she had a wonderful time at the Daycare he wouldn't do this to kids he's just being a petty bitch (affectionate) because you're a worker i beg you don't be pissy about it i swear
#fnaf#help wanted 2#help wanted 2 spoilers#hw2#daycare attendant#fnaf sun#fnaf dca#hw2 spoilers#HE CAN'T HANDLE YOUR ADULT UNCULTURED ASS I'M SOBBING WHEEZING THROWING UP#random squeak#also consider#hw 2 is before ruin but right after security breach#seeing how chica roxy music man AND sun/moon are already dirty to begin with plus in later levels they become their shattered selfs#and how every location later looks like an utter mess#i can't blame sun for his lack of patience when... well#EVERYTHING IS LITERALLY FALLING APART AROUND HIM AND HE'S STUCK PLAYING AROUND WITH YOU#and his perfectionist ass is understanding with children it's probably in his program#but he doesn't have to put up with an employee#why should he
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hayley ❤️✨ I love this outfit!
#my art#i don't love this drawing but idk i wanted to upload something#also i'm trying to not be a perfectionist :_)#paramore#hayley williams#procreate#art#illustration#paramore fanart#this is why#zac farro#taylor york
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Dragonite ko-fi doodle for RayStarKitty!
#artists on tumblr#pokemon#dragonite#gotchibam arts#tysm for the tip & being patient w/ me!! 🙏🙏🙏#btw ko-fi reqs are still closed since I still have a lot in my queue#tbh I feel so bad for taking so long w/ the doodles ;_;#I know I keep calling them doodles but some of them actually take some effort to finish#esp. since I tend to be a perfectionist so like.... if a detail bothers me i'll keep trying to fix it#even if it looks good enough wkjsdhfjhsdf#also I feel like my executive dysfunction has been getting worse so i'm having trouble finishing stuff ;_;#but ppl have been very understanding so far so I really appreciate that ;w;
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Alfonse Fire Emblem. Hauve uou guys heard of him...............
#fe alfonse#if i fuck up the line work. no i didn't. but also come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnn WHY'D I HAVE TO DO THAAAAT......#i'm just perfectionist brain about it like the smile shape ever so slightly got crooked. not in a charming on purpose way i just fucked up#but honestly i feel like you can only see that i fucked up in the belt. who gives a shit....#OH WELL. WE KEEP GOING.#wip#my art
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Going to gush a little about a couple Kill Switch scenes that I appreciate because I think you're being too hard on yourself about whatever pacing issues you think you have :)
Every night, after the arcade had closed and the random roster race was concluded, Vanellope would sneak a heal kit out of Hero’s Duty, gather up some food, and then come to see him for a few hours.
Whatever true reasons she must’ve had, she’d always hide them under the guise of ‘keeping him company’. Perhaps it was her sneaky way of torturing him, forcing him to listen to her ear-gratingly-annoying voice every night. If this little brat weren’t his only ticket out of here, he’d have tried to kill her a hundred times over by now.
This part I particularly love because it does a really good job at communicating how King Candy thinks in such a small, casual paragraph! He's only ever used kindness as a manipulation tactic, so it makes total sense that he'd see Vanellope's kindness as the same thing; not true kindness, but some sort of means to an end, something she must be doing to get one over on him somehow. He's completely and totally wrong of course but this small thought process fits his character really well! There's so much I could say about just this part if I were better at wording things, but ye, I just love this!
His head arose at the sound, blinking a few times to squint at her, as though he couldn’t tell if he’d actually woken up yet. “... You’re back?”
“Well, yeah, obviously.” She replied, hoisting her haul against the bars of the cage. “If it took threats of violence to get ridda me, I’d’ve just left ya trapped in Diet Cola Mountain.”
Completely baffled, he just stared at her, slack-jawed. She really was a lot stupider than he initially thought.
This part I really like because I think it's another short but effective way to show how his thought process is going to develop about the situation. He keeps seeing her nice gestures as her being foolish and dumb, which I think will let his guard down more as time goes on and he sees this more and more as "oh she'll be EASY to manipulate" even though Vanellope is actually smart and knows full well to be wary of him, and he just can't process how her kindness does not equal stupidity, so his flawed world view there is pretty much setting himself up for failure if he misleads himself into thinking she's a lot dumber than she actually is (That is, if I'm reading into that part correctly. Mayby I'm overthinking a little bit there. xD Bad at wording things)
She shot a snarky look his way. “Also, you literally tried to kill me in Rainbow Lane, I don’t think you have much room to judge, there.”
He looked as though he were about to object, took a second to think about it, then shrugged in a surprisingly nonchalant manner. “True.”
Vanellope rolled her eyes before continuing on her original tangent. “So, what, d’you think every single other racer on the track suddenly doesn’t matter if they don’t win every single time?” When she saw King Candy open his mouth to respond, she quickly held up her hand, remembering who it was she’d been speaking to. “Actually, don’t answer that.”
And this part I don't have much to say about I just like because it's funny xD
Brb, gotta go have a cry real quick 😭
But seriously, thank you, that's so sweet! :') I'm honestly blown away by how much people seem to be liking the fic so far, it makes me really happy that you're enjoying it! 💗 Your ask honestly just made my day, like, THIS FANDOM IS SO NICE, WHAT IS HAPPENING
It also makes me very very happy to know that people are picking up on the vibes I am putting down, thank you very muchly
And what I mean by the whole "pacing issues" thing is really just, like, there were a couple of parts that simply didn't transition between scenes very smoothly, and it comes off as a little jarring (in my opinion). I didn't have the chance to finish the edits yesterday as originally planned, but basically all I'm going to do is add a scene with Candy and Vanellope talking a little bit more before the Sinistar attack, because I feel like that part happened too quickly before they had a chance to build up a bit more of a consistent dynamic, and I'm also going to add a scene before Candy tries to attack her to show his anger growing a bit more naturally, as I feel like that part was glossed over a little too much. Like, he went from "I'm going to bide my time and wait for an opportune moment" to "Actually f#@% everything I'm going to stab this child right now" without exploring his worsening emotional state enough, lol. Those were really the only two issues that were bothering me about it. Like I know it's not the HUGEST deal, but I feel like I can make it better, so I wanna try, lmao
#wreck it ralph#king candy#vanellope#turbo#Text Post#Asks#I'm trying not to be a perfectionist because lord knows nothing ever gets done that way lmao but I also don't wanna be TOO sloppy#KillSwitch
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FALSETTOS COMMUNITY
i need your help (it is not serious dw)
thanks to @fightandsingfortissimo i FINALLY understand how to draw plaid (at least... i hope so)
I have a few different versions ive drawn for Marvin's act 1 shirt but i cant decide what looks best:
(pretend its not messy and that the lines are somewhat straight)
#this would be very helpful if you voted#and also if anyone has any advice i am more thank welcome to here it#this is a little silly but i'm a perfectionist#falsettos#falsettos 2016#falsettos fanart#marvin falsettos#marvin falsettos fanart#whizzvin#whizzvin fanart
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